Another thing...

Today I felt well enough to go to school. So I did. Mayzie wasn’t there. And something bad happened. The teacher decided someone needed to take her her homework. Funny, nobody needed to do that for me. But anyway, it had to be someone who lived pretty close to her. She lives on First Street. Guess who else lives on First Street. So I had to take her homework over to her. When I knocked on the door, there was a little girl at the door. She gasped. And ran away from the door. “Mayzie! Guess who’s here!” Oh drat. I thought. I dropped the package and called “Give that to Mayzie!” and I started to get out of there as fast as I could without being rude. But… “Hey, JoJo!” Mayzie called. I sighed and slowly turned, trying to smile, but it wasn’t working. “You want to come in?” she asked. “Uhhh… no… I gotta go home right away…” And I left fast.
The reason I didn’t post yesterday was because I went to the observatory. I shouldn’t have been out of bed, okay I admit it. Nobody missed me though. Which made me upset. But with a strange morbid feeling of satisfaction. I don’t know why though. I’m feeling the sick feeling in the pit of my stomach again though. I don’t know why. It can’t be about the baby. It’s got to be a girl. It’s like my parents can’t have boys. I just think I’m some sort of freak. So it’s okay. I know that’s weird, calling myself a freak makes me feel better, but it does.

Nothing new to report.

Nothing new. Still lying in bed. Still upset with my parents. Still... worried. Still upset at Holly. My sisters told me this thing I'm sure they fabricated to make me feel worse. It worked. For some strange reason, Halley really is mad at me. She says I hurt mom's feeelings really bad. I have no idea how.

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I'm back! And still sick. Yesterday I thought I was all better. Went to dad's study to use the computer. Shut the door. When I stood up in the study I felt dizzy and unstable- I guess I must have blacked out, because the next thing I knew, dad was carrying me to my room. I guess I'm pretty light. As my eyes flickered open, dad said "JoJo! Are you alright?" and one of my sisters (who were following Dad) said "Oh! He's not dead, never mind." Dad put me back in my bed "What happened?" he asked "How long were you in there? I got home and sent Heidi to my study and she came back screaming that you were dead on the floor." I must have been in there for a couple hours; I got off the computer at 11:30 and Dad didn't get home until around 3. I told him that, and suddenly mom was there. "Oh, JoJo, I'm so sorry! I thought you were asleep in your room!" They left. And I was mad- I mean, I know I just woke up from being unconscious for three hours in Dad's study- But nobody knew I was gone. I know, that seems selfish, but I was lying unconscious on the floor for THREE HOURS! Also, nobody goes into Dad's study while he's gone? That seems a little weird. I'm amused that my sisters thought I was dead. Oh, yeah, dad brought me his old Who-Top to my room and that's how I'm writing this now. I didn't want to risk it again. Oh, I just got word. Mayzie's sick from coming to our house. Serves her right.