Showing posts with label Freaking out. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Freaking out. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Well, a little more on the lighter side- I embarrassed myself again today. I uhhh... wanted to see if I was any taller and I uhhh... hopped up on the bathroom sink. I found that my hair isn't as long as it seems, I just am always looking up... but then one of my sisters came into the bathroom. "What in the... What are you doing up there?!?" she said. "Uhhh... nothing!" I said and sat down. "Mom's coming, JoJo. If she sees you up there..."I hopped down and didn't stay to hear the rest. I just don't want to... see my mom right now.
Oh, and yesterday... my dad saw me walking through his study and stopped me. *sigh* and asked if something was wrong. I didn't really want to... tell him, but fortunatly he guessed what was also on my mind yesterday. Actually, not-so-fortunatly, but better than the other thing.
"Has that Mayzie Zattic been bugging you? She came by the house and asked where you were." "Uhhhh... I... no, nothing." I stuttered and left the room. I don't know what dad's thinking now, but I'm not gonna ask.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

*Inhale, Exhale*

Okay, JoJo. Breathe. And stop that weird sobbing. Okay. I know that's not physically possible. Just a coincidence that my dad happened to say the same thing. Please, someone, support me! I'm okay. Honestly. Just a coincidence. Just a really weird coincidence.
I don't beleive it. I refuse to beleive it. No! NoNoNoNo... I can't fight this. *Sigh* I hate this. Everything that the blog at livejournal said... it's happening. It's coming true. How they knew what would happen... oh, please... make it stop! But this means... this means... It's gonna be a boy. and... and... I'm gonna run away from home. And... NO! this is not physically possible. But... somehow... NO! Please! Somebody make this stop!
Hey look. NEVER go to livejournal.com and type my name. There's an impostor on there. He says he has a brother. And I am getting a sick feeling in my stomach. Because... well... My mom... *sigh* She's pregnant again. I'm scared. Really scared. I don't want it to be a boy. I don't. Really. Have you ever felt like... never mind. I'lll find out soon enough. But I'm getting depressed. And, as you all know, JoJo's depression is never good.