You don't understand

Deep breaths... Oh you guys don't know what this is like at all. No. This is tragic. I'm not just kidding when I say that. It's... It's more than just a brother. It's a replacement. To replace me. Everything would be different. We'd not be 96 daughters and one son, It would be 96 daughters and two sons. That's not as terrible, not as... Oh, this is terrible. Just awful. You don't get it. You just... srry sobbing again will